REFLECTION OF MY HEART AND SHADOW OF MY SOUL

Friday 23 November 2012

their eyes reflected......





………………………………One day,
 While walking slow in my way,
I wondered what each passer by’s eyes say,

A rickshaw puller, stoped near me,
In a desire that he will get passenger,
His eyes reflected “EXPECTATION”

A sweet girl walking on footpath,
Talking on phone, smiling and   blushing,
Her eyes reflected “LOVE”

A fruit seller ,longing for a single customer,
When a customer asked him rates,
His eyes reflected “EXCITEMENT”

A poor women , staring at a jewellery showroom,
Totally mesmerised, having a wish to enter inside,
Her eyes reflected “DREAMS”

An old lady ,crossing road alone,
With the support of stick in her shaky hands,
Her eyes reflected “HELP”

A small baby, watching from the glass,crying for a candy,
Pulling the mother inside the shop,
His eyes reflected “INNOCENCE”

A foreigner girl, extra conscious ,making her steps longer,
Trying to move fast away from a group of evil guys,
Her eyes reflected “FEAR”

A hep guy,  dancing while walking,
Earplugs playing very fast music,

His eyes reflected “ENJOYMENT”

An angry man, extremely  mad at his labour,
Scolding him and increasing the pressure of both’s blood,
His eyes reflected “RAGE”

A teenager boy, desiring for one look of a girl,
The girl whom he silently admire, inside his heart,
His eyes reflected “FONDNESS”










Tuesday 20 November 2012

SpEciAl feeling....OF being special

Feelings of being special,,
Most special thing in life,,,,




A special feeling when someone wait for a single text of yours,

A special feeling when your freinds tease you taking someone's name n u keep blushing ,

A special feeling when"just an acquaintance" gives a compliment to you,

A special feeling when someone tries to meet you even for a short while,

A special feeling u realize someone want to kn
ow more about you,



A special feeling when a simple appraisal makes your day ,



A special feeling when your smile gets broadened up just by the beep of a message,



A special feeling when you again start liking your own self ...



This special feeling of being special to others would never b tagged as love...<3

still it remains special as you no more feel UNWANTED











Monday 12 November 2012

HAPPY DIWALI

f you have electricty to turn on lights..
then, you must celebrate this diwali,,,


if you have oil to lighten up diyas,lamps...
then,you must celebrate this diwali,,,


if you have nice clothes to put on..
then,you must celebrate this diwali,,,


if you have vistors at your place greeting you..
then,you must celebrate this diwali,,,


if you have money to buy crackers..
then,you must celebrate this diwa

li,,,



if you have some one to call u up to wish you..
then,you must celebrate this diwali,,,



if you have plenty of sweets at home..
then,you must celebrate this diwali,,,



if you have a friend to share this festival..
then,you must celebrate this diwali,,,



If you have a family to enjoy togetherness...
dont be alone,,,dont be sad,,,,
you must celebrate this diwali,,

Friday 2 November 2012

par aksar....................




प्यार तो आज भी उतना ही करते  आपसे ।
पर अक्सर झलकाते  नहीं ।।

चिंता तो आज भी उतनी ही करते है आपकी ।
पर अक्सर दिखाते  नहीं ।।

चाह तो आज भी आपसे मिलने की करते हर पल ।
पर अक्सर बताते  नहीं ।।


इंतजार तो आज भी करती है हमारी पलके आपका ।
पर अक्सर आपसे नजरे मिलाते  नहीं ।।

अपना हक तो आज भी समजते  है अप पर ।
पर अक्सर उसे जाताते नहीं।।

दिल तो आज भी धड़कता है आपके लिय।
पर अक्सर उन धडकनों को सुनाते नहीं ।।

बात तो आज भी करने की इच्छा होती है आपसे ।
पर अक्सर चाह बताते नहीं है ।।

याद तो आज भी सताती है आपकी ।
 पर अक्सर आप ही सताते नहीं ।।


प्यार तो आज भी उतना ही करते  आपसे ।

पर अक्सर झलकाते  नहीं ।।







Tuesday 23 October 2012

Please
   Do NOT
      do so much 
           for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





don't deserve so much affection**


**May b some day i 
will start loving you..

**May b some day i will start expecting out of you..
**May b some day i will get addicted to your care..
**May b some day i will start making u count what i did for you..
**May b some day i will start hurting you...
**May b some day i will start thinking i own you..
**May b some day i will start interfering in your space..
**May b some day i will start demanding to love me too as much i do..
**May b some day i will start checking upon you..
**May b some day i will start considering you my world..
**May b some day i will start associating my happiness with yours..
**May b some day i will start comparing you with others..
**May b some day i will start feeling either you aren't the same or the time..

so...i don't deserve much of tenderness !!!








Monday 22 October 2012

IT'S HOW THE TIME CHANGES


                                              HOW THE  TIME CHANGES







When we were small,they used to teach how to speak
When they are turning grey,we laugh at their pronunciation

When we were small,they used to hold our hands while crossing a road
When they are turning grey,we don’t bother to support them

When we were small,they did whatever they could make us happy
When they are turning grey,we just don’t have time to give them a single smile

When we were small,they had answers for every vague question we asked in innocence
When they are turning grey,we often aren't concerned about listening their questions even

When we were small,they bought us things without being asked
When they are turning grey,we make hundred negotiations while being asked to bring a little thing

When we were small,they cared for us more than anything else on this earth
 When they are turning grey,we flush out all our frustrations on them

When we were small,they trained us how to groom for an occasion
When they are turning grey,we feel embarrassed if they accompany us to some party


When we were small,they emphasized on our growth at cost of their hunger
 When they are turning grey,we can’t afford a doctor for them and blame recession!!!


When we were small,they smiled when we spoke rubbish
When they are turning grey,we start ignoring them if they speak life’s philosophy

When we were small,they stood by us to wipe all our tears,helping to fight the fears 
When they are turning grey,we try an escapism from their sorrows leaving them alone


When we were small,we needed them…they are our elders


 While they are turning grey,they need us…….THEY NEED US EVERY MOMENT






Wednesday 17 October 2012

music is all around

                                                 MUSIC"A SHORTHAND FOR emotions"









MUSIC is just not an art..
its what felt inside the heart..

blowing winds creates music

chirruping of birds compose music

 music is in fan's sound
 music is all around



 water precipitating as rain is musical
tics of a clock is also musical

walk of a girl is rhythmic 
be it the chinkle of anklet or  heel's tocs and tic


music is in latches of the door and angle
music can b felt in a tinkling of a women's bangle

the jingling of keys induce a tone 
every thump is music when your heart beats alone











Sunday 14 October 2012

OH !! yes i am a GIRL



                                             OH !! yes i am a GIRL








Thursday 11 October 2012

story of every WOMEN



                                                                A WOMAN.......

                                             mystery  of a women....a history




In spite of giving birth  to mankind,
She has never been offered a recognition…
Why not men??

In spite of giving selfless love,
She has never been returned even one percent of it..
Why not men??

In spite of willingness to look smart,
She has to bear the staring eyes of every passerby..
Why not men??

In spite of having all the strength,
She has to take permission from everyone to step out of home..
Why not men??

disheartened  
In spite of spreading loads of affection all around,
She is taken for granted for eternity..
Why not men??

In spite of struggling and fighting for her rights,
She has got respect by no means..
Why not men?


In spite of imparting importance to everyone,
She has been kept far below in the priority list..
Why not men??

In spite of having caliper more than a man,
She always need to prove herself..
Why not men??





TEARS spoiling the eternal and serene beauty





Wednesday 10 October 2012

awesome 4days



                                              what a break


 Awesome 4 days of my life...




Started with JUST FRIENDS,



singing songs in bus,


Talking n laughing like mads,


Teasing each others,


Feeling own presence being at d top of d mountain,


Penetrating the clouds,


Greenery pleasing d eyes 


Breaking d monotony of traffic on streets ,


Breathing d Cold winds leading to closed eyes and messy hair,


Crazily Clicking pics making C on heads ,



On d spot Group Dancing posing stupidly,

Playing silly games n still having fun to d fullest,

Sharing each others things shamelessly,

Creating memories with open eyes n reliving d past ones while closing eyes,

Doing The adventures n erasing d word "Fear",

Every moment was different but d best part was knowing that u were being missed by someone unexpected ........




N so the trip ended up with CLOSE FRIENDS
















Thursday 27 September 2012

no one would be there…


Althoungh Everyone would be there
Yet no one would be there…


No one would be there,
To snatch chocolates from my hand and eat,

No one would be there,
With whom I can share all my heart,

miss u all
No one would be there,
With whom I can talk endless n senseless,

No one would be there,
To accompany me, wherever I go,

No one would be there,
To fight over the last piece of fun flips,

No one would be there,
To help me out in labs,

No one would be there,
Making me smile saying a tuje munni dikhau,

No one would be there,
Eating my lunch as if they own it,

No one would be there,
To enjoy chola kulcha roll treat,

No one would be there,
Who can read my eyes lying,

No one would be there,
To pull my leg,n gossiping at Xerox shop,

No one would be there,
To relish the banta party more than theme party,

No one would be there,
To encourage me to end up all fights,

No one would be there,
To stand by me when I feel weak and low,

No one would be there,
With whom I can be “myself ”

Sunday 23 September 2012

NO EXISTENCE WITHOUT SUN


                                    wondering a single day without sun..


EXISTENCE WITHOUT SUN 



while wondering a single day without sun..

went into thoughts"no sun no fun"

electricity of whole world cant furnish  tremendous light
no veggies,no fruits a survival with plenty of fight

days wont b bright,all d time prevailing dark

neither human would laugh nor dogs would bark

no shinning of moon,no twinkling of stars
absence of oxygen can end up into wars
LET ME LIVE PLEASE:)

no
blossoming 
of 
flowers

no
 nourishment 
of nature.....





earth would have nothing to Rome around
cant get that much power even if we pay dollars or pound

no one wearing scarfs,no one with glares
illusions and mirage wouldn't b found any where

AFTER wondering a single day without sun..
alas m thanking the almighty for such precious gift "SUN"


SUN LESS!!!!1








Saturday 22 September 2012

dear LIFE


dear life dont test me so much...
 
m not so matured to handle it all every day

m not so matured to stop my tears all the tym

m not so matured to smile like a fool when m burning inside.

m not so matured to make others happy insipte of bieng hurt so often.

m not so matured to say m good,when nothing is fyn at alL

m not so matured to give a reason of cold,when my nose turns red cz of crying.

m not so matured to kill my emotions inspite of over flooded heart

m not so matured to supress all my sorrows so easily


m not so matured to withstand so much emotional trauma



m not so matured to stay happy inspite of being ignored..










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................ ur advent is special..........
                  and so r YOU


when u first gazed at me
when u tried to talk to me
when u made me blush..
when u told me dt m ur crush...
i started witting n so ur advent is special<3

when u brought millions ofsmiles
when ur thoughts took me miles
when u expressed ur meaning of ur heart...
when u said v cant stay apart...
i started witting n so ur advent is special<3


when in my life u brought different colors and shade
when ur affection began to fade
when u presented me beautiful surprises...
when u gave tears due to reasons of diff sizes...
i started witting n so ur advent is special<3

when u left me alone
when u didnt pic my fone
when u very sweetly said "i need you"....
when u suported me out of blue...
i started witting n so ur advent is special<3