REFLECTION OF MY HEART AND SHADOW OF MY SOUL

Tuesday 23 October 2012

Please
   Do NOT
      do so much 
           for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





don't deserve so much affection**


**May b some day i 
will start loving you..

**May b some day i will start expecting out of you..
**May b some day i will get addicted to your care..
**May b some day i will start making u count what i did for you..
**May b some day i will start hurting you...
**May b some day i will start thinking i own you..
**May b some day i will start interfering in your space..
**May b some day i will start demanding to love me too as much i do..
**May b some day i will start checking upon you..
**May b some day i will start considering you my world..
**May b some day i will start associating my happiness with yours..
**May b some day i will start comparing you with others..
**May b some day i will start feeling either you aren't the same or the time..

so...i don't deserve much of tenderness !!!








Monday 22 October 2012

IT'S HOW THE TIME CHANGES


                                              HOW THE  TIME CHANGES







When we were small,they used to teach how to speak
When they are turning grey,we laugh at their pronunciation

When we were small,they used to hold our hands while crossing a road
When they are turning grey,we don’t bother to support them

When we were small,they did whatever they could make us happy
When they are turning grey,we just don’t have time to give them a single smile

When we were small,they had answers for every vague question we asked in innocence
When they are turning grey,we often aren't concerned about listening their questions even

When we were small,they bought us things without being asked
When they are turning grey,we make hundred negotiations while being asked to bring a little thing

When we were small,they cared for us more than anything else on this earth
 When they are turning grey,we flush out all our frustrations on them

When we were small,they trained us how to groom for an occasion
When they are turning grey,we feel embarrassed if they accompany us to some party


When we were small,they emphasized on our growth at cost of their hunger
 When they are turning grey,we can’t afford a doctor for them and blame recession!!!


When we were small,they smiled when we spoke rubbish
When they are turning grey,we start ignoring them if they speak life’s philosophy

When we were small,they stood by us to wipe all our tears,helping to fight the fears 
When they are turning grey,we try an escapism from their sorrows leaving them alone


When we were small,we needed them…they are our elders


 While they are turning grey,they need us…….THEY NEED US EVERY MOMENT






Wednesday 17 October 2012

music is all around

                                                 MUSIC"A SHORTHAND FOR emotions"









MUSIC is just not an art..
its what felt inside the heart..

blowing winds creates music

chirruping of birds compose music

 music is in fan's sound
 music is all around



 water precipitating as rain is musical
tics of a clock is also musical

walk of a girl is rhythmic 
be it the chinkle of anklet or  heel's tocs and tic


music is in latches of the door and angle
music can b felt in a tinkling of a women's bangle

the jingling of keys induce a tone 
every thump is music when your heart beats alone











Sunday 14 October 2012

OH !! yes i am a GIRL



                                             OH !! yes i am a GIRL








Thursday 11 October 2012

story of every WOMEN



                                                                A WOMAN.......

                                             mystery  of a women....a history




In spite of giving birth  to mankind,
She has never been offered a recognition…
Why not men??

In spite of giving selfless love,
She has never been returned even one percent of it..
Why not men??

In spite of willingness to look smart,
She has to bear the staring eyes of every passerby..
Why not men??

In spite of having all the strength,
She has to take permission from everyone to step out of home..
Why not men??

disheartened  
In spite of spreading loads of affection all around,
She is taken for granted for eternity..
Why not men??

In spite of struggling and fighting for her rights,
She has got respect by no means..
Why not men?


In spite of imparting importance to everyone,
She has been kept far below in the priority list..
Why not men??

In spite of having caliper more than a man,
She always need to prove herself..
Why not men??





TEARS spoiling the eternal and serene beauty





Wednesday 10 October 2012

awesome 4days



                                              what a break


 Awesome 4 days of my life...




Started with JUST FRIENDS,



singing songs in bus,


Talking n laughing like mads,


Teasing each others,


Feeling own presence being at d top of d mountain,


Penetrating the clouds,


Greenery pleasing d eyes 


Breaking d monotony of traffic on streets ,


Breathing d Cold winds leading to closed eyes and messy hair,


Crazily Clicking pics making C on heads ,



On d spot Group Dancing posing stupidly,

Playing silly games n still having fun to d fullest,

Sharing each others things shamelessly,

Creating memories with open eyes n reliving d past ones while closing eyes,

Doing The adventures n erasing d word "Fear",

Every moment was different but d best part was knowing that u were being missed by someone unexpected ........




N so the trip ended up with CLOSE FRIENDS