REFLECTION OF MY HEART AND SHADOW OF MY SOUL

Monday 2 September 2013

The beauty of being blessed








The beauty of being blessed

!!!
                        
Some one saying "i love you",
Some one telling "i miss you",
life is like a GOLDEN TREE,
when you hear "you mean a lot to me"


Some one relishing your company,
Some one calling you with affection "sugar or honey"
life is new,OUT of the BLUE,
when you hear "i wanna meet you"


Some one treasures your voice,
Some one giving immense importance to your choice,
life is like a FESTIVAL FAIR,
when you hear "dear ,i am always there"


Someone treasures you as mate,
Some one stand by you,opening embracing gate
life is like a BLOOMING FLOWER,
when you hear "its not mine...its our"

!!!




Saturday 31 August 2013

Unanswered AND unspoken


an answer to people who questioned "why don't you write now??"


At times i felt so tired..
tired of running from my feelings
At times i felt so upset..
upset about being a loser
At times i felt so cranky ..
irritated because of so many flaws in me
At times i felt so annoyed..
angry at my mistakes
At times i felt so depressed..
depression of being alone in this crowd
At times i felt so uninspired..
uninspired to live happily
and i stopped listening to my heart..
so suffered my art
on this path,i see..
entirely different "me"
no expectation from anyone..
having trust on none
no attachment, no love..
so no more heart breaking at every step on each curve
 i  could not  write since then...
Still hoping for a new spark in me,a new "INSPIRATION"






Monday 15 July 2013

Living LIVELY is being ALIVE

something beyond poetry....



In this messed up,busy life..all of a sudden someone compliments you and it makes your day..
so lets try to spread smiles by doing little things to people around us,by--------------

Saying to our mother "the food was really  tasty"

Saying to our friends "I miss you buddy from core of my heart"
Saying to our siblings  "I need you,please be there"
Saying to our father  "thank you for every day you worked so hard to bring us up"
Saying to our grandparents  "I am there,always at your service "
Saying to our love "life is beautiful with you,you complete me"
Saying to an acquaintance "you look amazing"
Saying to an old buddy "wanna meet you dear"
Giving surprise to our coalleges,
Complimenting everyone's work,
Carrying a smile and spreading it wherever we go....






                                                                        

                                                    Living LIVELY is being ALIVE.



Sunday 14 July 2013

majbooriyan...apne darmiyan



Kyu aj ye hawayein un yadoon m khojane ko

                            majboor Kar rahi hain,

Kyu vo baten hume apni khudi se 

                               hi duur Kar rahi hain,


 
Kyu hain bevajah ye berukhi sab se,

Kyu duayen fir karu ma rab se,


Kyu in ankho me nami si hai,

Kyu kisi ki ahaton ki kami si hai,


Kyu Ek mulakat ke liye tapad hai jagi,

Kyu dil me aj Ek chingari hai lagi,


Kyu hai is jigar me ye bharipan,

Kyu bhid me bhi hai Ek sunapan....

Friday 14 June 2013

ye bonde hai kuch khas...

bondon ki juban...

       
                     dilo ki dastan.....





Ye bunde Mehahaz nahi h pani,

Inse Bayan hai sabki kahani,


Kisi k liy pakode khane ka bahana ,

,
To kisi k liy masti me jhumna gana,

Ye barish Kisi k mohobat ka ishar hai,

,
To kisi ki palko par jhalkta interzar hai,


Sunder foolo se mehekta sa baag,

Chehkte hui nadiyo ka jaise koi raag,


Kisi ki tej dhakkano ka hai paigam,


Par koi bitata tanha akele ye sham,

,
Koi apne anshko se tarasha hai muskan,


bevajah ban gye apne hi anjan,




Ye bonde mehaz pani nahi ...


Inme hai kuj dastane ankahi..

Sunday 12 May 2013

A LOT LIKE LOVE





               
              
                 A LOT LIKE LOVE...<3

   

                  


Aahhhh....in this lovely weather,

I feel like being together,


Now it is tempting me.


To set myself free and see,

Fall in love once again,

Rise above all the pain,

Getting lost in the romance,

Don't wanna miss any chance,

I adore this nature 'the beauty-the style'

The rain and the wind,bringing a smile

Eager to fill the missing colors in one go,

and somehow completing my rainbow....







Wednesday 1 May 2013

Blessed to have you there

BIG BROTHER....
so lovingly lovely creature...there is no one other


When we were kids,you were there
to fight  with me all the time
to play those childhood games 
to snatch things from me and breaking my toys
to pull my ponies and bringing tears in my eyes
to slap me and hide somewhere........

When we stepped into teenage,you where there
to guide me the right path
to support me when i was broken heart 
to make me smile before i cry 
to help me hide all the lie
to care for me every moment and everywhere.............

When we grew up a little more,you were there
to understand me even though i never expressed
to judge my pains by just looking at me
to make me comfortable with anything used to disturb me
to give me your shoulder when i need someone
to be with me and made my heart repair...........

Now when we are becoming adults,you are there
to love me like no one can
to get me plenty of things even which i never say i need
to company me every place i have to go
to solve all my my problems so easily
to be my friend throughout the years ,you were there............


YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE TO HELP ME OUT TRAVERSING THIS COMPLICATED LIFE
I feel really blessed to have you with me

"HAPPY BIRTH DAY BROTHER"




Wednesday 17 April 2013

HAPPY BIRTH DAY...nautanki sala



THE STRANGER-AN ACQUAINTANCE-A CHUM

I may not be able to say in words
How I admired learned things from you, 
But in prayers I do certainly know and wish
The best things in life for you.

When the day has been long
And the troubles last into the night
All you’ve gotta do is smile
And everything is suddenly alright

I admire the way you hide your fears
Always saying"i am good,i am fine"
Very well you camouflage your tears 
That how u are a guide of mine

Great at looks,sweet at voice
A beautiful heart,a serene soul you are 
Perusing a different outlook of life 
That's how perfectly perfect you are

Its not been so long that we met
But i feel no hesitation to share
You understand people so generously
You stand there ,i know you care 

In such little time,
I may pass a sarcas,i can play silly games
Still you talk so sweet,have no issues
despite that i  call you by so many stupid names

Now as you turning twenty three
Want to wish you on this special day
May you get all you look for
Almighty bless you in every way

HAPPY BIRTH DAY 

stay blesssed "namak" "mr.bond" "sid" "mr.shandliya" "nautanki sala"......



Wednesday 6 March 2013

blessed forever







WE have seen better days
but also seen THE WORST
WE do not have everything we want
but WE do have what we need
WE have cried in sorrows
but sometimes laughed like mads
WE have faced many challenges
but have achieved a lot too




WE woke up with few aches and pain 
but WE woke up
WE have earned so many defeats
but at times we have won over our fears
WE have lost so much
but once we gained surplus to lose
WE have attained discouragement
but a day we might have got compliments
our lives may not be PERFECT
but WE are BLESSED








countdown begins



A DAYi is about to come
                                 

when one's feelings
wont be taken for granted

when one's thoughts
wont be taken for granted

when one's efforts 
wont be taken for granted

when one's presence
wont be taken for granted

when one's care
wont be taken for granted

when one's expressions
wont be taken for granted

when one's love
wont be taken for granted

when no ONE
wont be taken for granted


Start expressing,,you are no more taken for granted




              


was...


                                                         WAS.....




was....
RUNNING a relay race ALONE
was...
DANCING a group dance with no BUDDY
was..
WALKING on a two way road by my SELF
was...
JUMPING the hurdles without SUPPORT 
was...
FIGHTING the big battle ARMLESS
was..
FLYING through the clouds with only ONE WING

                                                                                                      
        WAS begging from god,what was never mine......

Wednesday 20 February 2013

mana hum...par ap bhi.....

                           Mere dil ko ye ehsah hai..
                                                   
                                                     ki ap aj bhi iske pass hai.....






mana aksar hamari ankhen nam rehti hai !
par apke bhi to nain sukhe ni honge !!

mana dil hamara jor jor se dhadakta hai !
par apka dil bhi to bechan or ap behaal se honge !!

mana hume rat bhar nind nahi ati hai !
par ap bhi to kitni rate bina soye hi gujarte honge !!

mana ab to hum  tanhah se rehte hai !
par ap to fir se khamosh or gumsum ho gye honge !!

mana hume jigar me ek dard sa hota hai !
par ap bhi to majbori ki bedio me jakde hue honge !!

mana hume jeena kuj mushkil sa lagne laga hai !
par ap bhi to katra katra hi jindagi kaat rahe honge !!

mana hum kuj akelapan mehsus krte hai !
par ap bhi to apne dil ka haal kisi ko bayan nahi krte honge !!

mana apki yaad ,hume bahut satati hai !
par ap bhi to kabhi unhi  yadon me kho jate honge !!

mana hume  duniya me sab kuj adhura sa lagta hai !
par apke sansar  me kun se  rang bhare honge !!

mana hum apse ek pal bat krne ko  taraste hai !
par ap bhi to kabhi kabhi humse milne ki fariyad krte honge !!

mana hum rojana apki tasvir dekh k sukun pate hai !
par ap bhi to aksar hamara ask niharte honge !!

mana hum apki zindagi nahi ban paye hai !
par ap hume uska ek behtreen hissa to mante honge !!








Thursday 14 February 2013

" THE DAY"



                                        THE DAY







  THE DAY ,when no one would be there to talk to you;  
                                      you will miss me...
  THE DAY ,when no one would be there to fight with you and then apologize;
                                      you will miss me...
  THE DAY ,when no one would be there to shatter tons of love on you;
                                      you will miss me...
  THE DAY ,when no one would be there to irritate you with stupid queries;
                                      you will miss me...
  THE DAY ,when no one would be there think about you through out the 
                                      you will miss me...
  THE DAY ,when no one would be there to beg you to meet;
                                      you will miss me...
  THE DAY ,when no one would be there value your presence;
                                      you will miss me...
  THE DAY ,when no one would be there to encourage and praise you;
                                      you will miss me...
   THE DAY ,when someone would come,hold my hand and take me into his world;
                              i hope you do not miss me anymore,,,,,,,,











Saturday 9 February 2013

I am there,still here


I am still....here.............
















Whenever you have a thing to share,,
You can find me there…..

 Whenever you feel low,,
 You can talk to me,you  know……

Whenever you find no one in front of whom you can cry ,,,
You can look for me to wipe those tears ,you just try!...

 Whenever you need someone to love you,,,
 You can see me with open arms.you just take view…

Whenever you want someone to accompany you every where,
You can count on me in your happiness and even in despair…..

Whenever you are silent want someone to read your eyes,,,
You can see mine, talking to your eyes from sunset to sun rise….


Whenever you feel lone and  need a friend ,,,
You can call me ,till the end…..

Whenever you need a hand to hold,,,
You can trust upon me,that’s what I always told…

Whenever you want someone who would care,,,
You can glance my shadow protecting you everywhere….

Whenever you need a person to make you smile,,,
You can find me there with you in a short while…


Friday 25 January 2013

All they need is time….


All they need is time….
AND all we don't have is time....





A small baby, tempting to play with his working parents
All he need is time,
Few minutes to  live and laugh with them

A house mother of a youngster,seeking to have lunch with her children
All she need is time,
Few moments to talk to her children

A loving girl,looking for a call or text from her love
All she need is time,
Few seconds to share  her feelings with loved one

An old grey man,alluring to sit with his grandchildren
All he need is time,
Few instants to gaze at his grandchildren,to teach them somethimg,to love them for a while

A poor boy working day at night on roadside
All he need is time,
Few split seconds to rest and enjoy the beauty of things around him