Unanswered AND unspoken

an answer to people who questioned "why don't you write now??"

At times i felt so tired..

tired of running from my feelings

At times i felt so upset..

upset about being a loser

At times i felt so cranky ..

irritated because of so many flaws in me

At times i felt so annoyed..

angry at my mistakes

At times i felt so depressed..

depression of being alone in this crowd

At times i felt so uninspired..

uninspired to live happily

and i stopped listening to my heart..
so suffered my art

on this path,i see..

entirely different "me"

no expectation from anyone..

having trust on none

no attachment, no love..

so no more heart breaking at every step on each curve

 i  could not  write since then...

Still hoping for a new spark in me,a new "INSPIRATION"